hey....
ill try my best to explan this without confusing you
so here gose.....
i have been with my b.f 3 years. we hav our own house together and i always fort we was forever untill about a mth and half ago...
When i was just rambomly online when sum1 added me has a friend on a networkin site...turn out he did not know me got the wrong person...
So some how we ended up addin eachother to msn....and started talking. found out he lives 10 mins away......so after a few weeks of talkin online and texting...so a fews ago..we fort it would be good to meet up (has friends he knew i had a b.f)
so we met eveything went well..got on ace ect...
and we ended up meetin up alot more and textin and talkin alot more....(wen i say meetin up i mean he would come over to my house eveyday)
& we got close as in tellin eachother eveything.
and i started gettin feelin for him...(which i keap to myself cos i fort u would never feel that way)but it turn out he did...
i hav talked to my mates about it and they hav told me to follow my heart.....
so 2 weeks ago i went out with this guy had abit to drink and came home and ended up tellin my b.f how i felt about him
& like any normal guy ask me to stop textin/talkin/meetin him & work things out with my b.f....which i agreed to
2 days late i found myself sneekin off to meet this guy eveyday....and still textin n talkin to him.
on wenseday i argement brock out between me and my b.f and i ended up tellin him it was over he accpet it and ask me to move out....so that night...this guy picked me up and we spend the night cuddlein up on my Mates sofa......i followed my heart
on thursday when this guy went to work i found myself upset and thinkin i had made a big mistake......so i saw this guy before headin bk home (b.f house) for my stuff (which i found even harder to do)and ended up stayin the night.....and agreeing to leave the next day....where sum how i ended up bk with my b.f agreein to stop talkin / textin / seeing......which lasted 3 day....
my b.f thinks i hav blocked him on msn and i dont text him and i dont fone him
but i do.... i aint seen him from that night
but my feeling are still there. i miss him so much
but at the same time i dont wanna hurt my b.f...... if he found out i was still talkin to him then he would go mad......
dose any1 have any advice for me in what to do?
thank you for reading
hoy-girl
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